Literally all you've been asked to do is not be belligerently toxic or harmful in any regard and you have proven time and time again you're incapable of anything involving self-accountability or restraint, more or less just holding your fingers/tongue and BEING A NORMAL HUMAN BEING. Within the hour of you being back in the Discord, you were calling people derogatory terms and composing yourself like that of an undisciplined child until you were promptly and justifiably banned again. Learn how to constructively reflect on your actions, get some composure and grow up. Stop being your own Yesman and admit that you are your own downfall. No one can solve your problems other than you, and the sooner you start the process of change, the sooner you will rid yourself of your extremely appalling world view and demeanor.
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