I want to :o

(Know who voted yes that is)

I won't get into my philosophy, but a big part of it is that life does not matter. Once you are dead, who cares how rich you were? And everyone will die eventually. Your life is completely meaningless once you die.

So, personally, I don't want to die, but I don't care if I do. I don't actively try to preserve my life, though. I would gladly die for a stranger. But I am not going to kill myself, mainly because 1. it would make my family feel bad, 2. it would cost them a lot of money, and 3. it would require too much effort.

I mean, what's the point? Why do you want to kill yourself? It is better just to, instead, give up on your life, move to Amsterdam, and smoke weed for the rest of your life (or something :D). But don't waste time killing yourself when you could just give up, forget, and go off somewhere and have fun.

Or, you could seek counseling and continue with this life, or (better yet) do it without counseling. But don't die.

Yeah I was basically thinking along those lines, I was pushed to the point of not wanting to deal with the pain anymore... I'm slowly going back to normal though, thanks for the kind words all :)

Well Baron, I mean, we love you man! What would we do without you around here?

As far as moving to Amsterdam... Hmmm.. Can't say I care much for the herbal benefits of living there, but the idea of being able to window shop for hookers! Hey, now that might be fun!! LOL

I learned to always keep at least one real loser for a friend, that way, anytime you feel bad you can call them up and realize how much better your life is in comparison. Everyone's got one of them..

'Hey man, how are ya?'

'We'll, my truck just broke down and I accidently shot my ol lady in the leg while we were fighting over the last piece of potroast, I go to court next week.'


See, it could always be worse...

On the subject of death...
 

nevermind ... I am a morbid Screwball..

Baron you helped me when i vfirst got here so i have alot of respect for you. so all i have to say is if you do it i m going to be mad ./cry:eek: