Goshdern_VZ....
I totally feel you man... Though I do not play on any Eqemu server not even my own... I have worked very hard on my server for many many years (7 years this June) ...
Thats 12% of my life... and this is my life... I quit my job to do this full time though I live in a mold infested crap apartment... I am dedicated to my work..
This has had a huge impact on me as well... As it has to probably every server op involved in this project..
When this is over, I promise you... Everything will be vindicated... Doodman and KLS have worked hard to get this stuff working right spending very long hours...
This community will thrive no matter what, and you can take that to the bank..
King Mortenson
www.raidaddicts.org