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Originally Posted by Secrets
Do you have the required copyright behind those angels to make sure they are actually your property and are in fact a dedication vendor?
You're an egoistical freak and slightly insane if you think an SOE model is your own 'dedication vendor'. Furthermore, you're delving way into an idea that you fabricated in your head. I can't even begin to understand how using a character model is a direct attack against your server short of you being paranoid that everyone is out to get you and fabricated some sort of sob story to make yourself feel better. Akkadius even GAVE you hosting. He could've ended it at any time. You should be happy for that.
Well, if you keep dreaming it, and acting like your insanity is reality, it will soon become reality.
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I admit I was an asshole to Akkadius. I live up to it. Did I mean it though or want to cause him any grief? No. I'm sorry for what was said and my actions. This is honestly not like me at all. I feel I have changed over the months from the stress.. trying to keep a server up and only having a couple people who help me. I appreciate everything you did secrets, natedog, akkadius and others.
EDIT: The shit with the angels.. you're right.. it's childish of me to even think that way. But yeah, I blame it on the stress I have been under lately with not only the server but some real life events that haven't helped matters. Like seeing one of your family members get sick...
Am I okay mentally right now knowing all this is happening in my life? I've been better...
Does it make me make stupid choices and irrational decisions in my thought process or take things personally? Yes absolutely.
Is Varlyndria done for? I don't want it to be. I really don't.. I worked too hard on it to just give up.