Apology to the PVP Community

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Okay, I told myself I wasn't going to do this... but I guess I should, no?

Here's basically what happened with Qeynos vs Freeport:

I made a mistake. I couldn't admit that mistake because of my perfect vision of the server I had. I forgot to set up rountine backups for the server, and messed up the code somewhat. When I rebooted, it corrupted the playerprofile of every player on the server that logged in. I could not find out where this bug was, and a lot of pressure was on me. I couldn't handle it.

I shut down the server, deleted vile's user account on my box, and worst of all I was even being mean to my friends from the emulator (specifically, Akkadius.) Why did I do this? Because I was afraid to admit my flaws, and for that, I am sorry that you don't have a server, I am sorry that I shut down the server, and most of all, I am sorry that I could not provide to you a stable working environment. I had a blast; I really did. I really don't think for my mental health, or your mental health torwards me, that I should ever host a PVP server again. The community is brutal; I should have known that going in. Tensions are high, decisions based on those tensions are even more crazy.

All being said I messed up. I just wanted you, the community, to know that I am completely responsible for the actions I have done, and the immaturity behind the server's demise. That being said, if anyone wants to try and solve the issue with the server, develop the server, and best of all, make a better PVP server, PM me and I will hand everything over to you.

I am sorry for any harm I have caused on any of your lives. I'm still trying to find my place in this community and I hope you understand.

Thanks for reading.