Apology to the community of EQemu.

[Drakiyth]

I've done some stupid things on these forums out of sheer irrationality and stress-involved moments in my real life. Knowing one of your family members is sick and probably going to pass at any moment is not exactly the greatest thing to keep your spirits up. But this is no excuse, more so then it's just asking for everybody to understand to a point why I would act this way.

I want everybody to know I don't want to give up after putting so much work into Varlyndria but I also feel like am in a state of my life right now that's just difficult to maintain a server. I am really sorry for everything you guys have had to read or endure or the constant posts and trying to raise my things to the top. I'm just done with it..

Will this be the end of Varlyndria? I don't want it to be..

I just hope everybody can forgive me and we can all go on with our lives and I can once again focus on keeping Varlyndria around. I'm tired of the posts on here though that I have made.. the constant boosting and displaying.. It's like any sense of humble just left my body for a while there.. I just want to be apart of the community by bringing some joy to people when they get off work or have a hard day, or just gamers in general.

Consider this a confession. Just like all of you, I'm tired of displeasing you all or making you hate me. That's the last thing I want to do. I'm sorry if I upset any of you with my earlier actions. Especially, Akkadius. You didn't deserve any of that man.. I feel really bad for acting that way. I know deep inside I am lot more professional than that. I consider this community like a family or sorts and you don't treat your family like that.