I won't get into my philosophy, but a big part of it is that life does not matter. Once you are dead, who cares how rich you were? And everyone will die eventually. Your life is completely meaningless once you die.
So, personally, I don't
want to die, but I don't care if I do. I don't actively try to preserve my life, though. I would gladly die for a stranger. But I am not going to kill myself, mainly because 1. it would make my family feel bad, 2. it would cost them a lot of money, and 3. it would require too much effort.
I mean, what's the point? Why do you want to kill yourself? It is better just to, instead, give up on your life, move to Amsterdam, and smoke weed for the rest of your life (or something

). But don't waste time killing yourself when you could just give up, forget, and go off somewhere and have fun.
Or, you could seek counseling and continue with this life, or (better yet) do it without counseling. But don't die.